Electroscope

New Impression

 

It’s time to look behind now

To separate and give a sign

I try to understand why

Confusion’s killing me inside

 

No more compromises

I wish that I could just rewind

Let’s do some exercises

To see what we will never find

 

I waste my time

As I hang around with you

I can’t deny

You caught my mind

And there’s nothing I can do

You crucify

So I just fall

I’m moving to the ground

You disappear

I feel so small

Keep spinning round and round

The end is near

 

Just like a cruel obsession

Your words keep burning in my mind

I got a new impression

Don’t fear the darkness right behind

 

 

Blame You

 

Get a thrill, your last will

I'm not awake, it's time for a break

Your standing tall upon the wall

The chance to choose, but there's no use

 

You could do what I do

I'm walking right beside you

Realizing my view

Even if you don't want to

 

I tried to complain you

I tried to hate you

This time it will never be the same

And I tried to blame you

I tried to shame you

You'll never remember me again

 

A life so cruel, a world to rule

You must behave cause you're the slave

It's time to go, that's all I know

You've got to be, don't wait for me

 

You could do what I do

I'm walking right beside you

 

 

My Desire

 

In these days I try to trust myself

To ignore the things I’ve done ‘til now

Hold on ‘til I get what I deserve

It’s been a long time since we met first

We cried, we fell, we reached the worst

The love we had turned into suffer

I see the wall between our lives

It’s time to leave you now and drive

To drive along the road to nowhere

 

I tried to let you go away

To leave the past and save the day

I tried to turn my feelings down

To forget and turn my thoughts around

My desire’s burning deep inside

I crawl, I beg, I’ve lost my pride

You crucified me in these times

Why can’t you understand the signes

 

Your heart has turned into stone

So dark, so cold, so all alone

You’ve lost the will to change at all

Now you don’t care what’s right or wrong

You turn around and say so long

Everything you care about is yourself

 

 

Morbid Mind

 

Now look at you….your so beautiful

Make me confuse…..no you make me crawl

And by the way…..it’s our time to fall

I gotta say………..you break my will you take it all

I see your face…..it’s like a miracle

Need your embrace….but it’s impossible

I go insane……about the way you walk

Inside my brain…..you’re naked now, don’t wanna talk

 

I’m gonna hate today, ‘cause I just love the way

I will be cruel to you, no matter what you do

I can’t stand to wait, you always hesitate

This love is wrong I know, but I can’t stop the show

 

I want to lick your sweat, you turn around instead

I guess I lose my mind, but I still try to find

My truth my destiny, the craving’s constantly

I’m just a morbid mind, don’t ever look behind

 

 

Amused To Abuse

 

Hey you.......don't you believe me

It's true........I will receive it

The hail.......from up above and

The cruel.....it's not enough, friend

It's you.........that I was waiting for

You know....that I need more

Come here...don’t you be shy now

Some day ...I will show you how….to lose yourself

 

I am amused to abuse and to throw you away

I see you fall, like you crawl, I will study your pray

And if you scream in your dream it’s because of me

I am your hate and your fate, I can’t hear what you say

 

Now you………………..try to run away

But the chains………..are quiet tight and save

No chance……………..for you to leave me now

Give me your hands….I am your husband now

Trust me………………..I’m your family

It seems………………...to be reality

Don’t scream…………..no one can hear you now

Because of me………..you exist

 

I am amused to abuse and to throw you away

I see you fall, like you crawl, I will study your pray

And if you scream in your dream it’s because of me

I am your hate and your fate, I can’t hear what you say

 

Only You

 

I don’t wanna feel like garbage

I don’t wanna lose myself in you

I try to keep the courage

I try to separate the truth

It’s not always my fault

Come on forget about your pride

If you don’t the world could be cold

Come on it’s time now to decide

 

All I ever waited for

Was the chance to reach your door

All I wanted you to do

Say these words: “Only you”

 

Now I’m lying on the floor

Sad and lonely more and more

That’s the way that I have choosed

Say these words: “Only You”

 

I wish that I could leave you

I wish that I could give a sign

My eyes were closed and blinded

I’ve been wrong that I could make you mine

The sanity is fading

Look in my heart that you destroyed

All the time I’ve been waiting

For the moment I go paranoid